I'm supposed to be buried in books, pulling my hair roots out over a chemical equation, but here I am. I know I'll be restless unless I say something. So here I am. Recollections pile up in my train of thought - I am utterly disgusted at some of the things I done. Things I've done that have hurt people. Things I do for pointless reasons with negative repercussions. Stupid things.

I'm sorry, to everyone whom I have been dishonest with. I'm sorry that I was so childish in my thinking. I'm sorry that my insensitivity has caused you misery in any way at all. I'm sorry that I'm so naive in some of the things I do. And I try to change.

Anyway, I was watching The Big Give starring Operah. I think she's the best person ever. Everyone should check her out. Gogogo.

Back to studying.
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PAPERS, EVERYONE WHO ACTUALLY READS THIS BLOG.

He bent down behind the machine, out of the wind. Huddled there, he sensed that all their work and risk-taking was for nothing. Their situation would deteriorate further before it improved. If it ever improved.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN (SPACE) FEI

WEN FEI YOUR BIRTHDATE IS THE INTERNATIONAL PEACE DAY :D

http://www.internationaldayofpeace.org/

btw, those bitches who pranked me, you're sooooo dead.

I didn't forget I just can't remember.

Hee, went to visit my other nephew. He's so adorable I could have cuddled him to death. Also, we both share a similarity, we eat everything. I think he's gonna be hot and strong and muscular and hot and strong. Bomb.

anyway, I'm contemplating the idea of changing the blogskin again, since the tagboard ain't working with me. And I cant blog as often for the next twenty five days or so, due to the damn exams. Mug mug mug. Books books book. Die die die. Kill kill kill.

The wind had followed the thunder and the lightning into the east. Torrents fell straight down, silver in the air and dirty on the pavement. Soon dawn would break behind the clouds, the dawn that she had thought she might never see.

The train travelled down the tracks in the shapely afternoon, I gazed out of the window.

I thought, and I thought. I used to engage on a childish mindset, that whatever I'm doing in school will not affect much of my career, at least not the subjects I hate. I slack and laze off for work. I copy and brief through homework. And I learn nothing.

I think what everyone should focus on, not only lies within those freaking thick books of knowledge, but as well as your attitude towards all these shit, and I mean it. Me, I'm a failure at it. I'm a last minute kinda guy which obviously does badly in class. On the other hand, look at people like Josh, he's so determined and hardworking. It's the learning attitude that educators wanna nurture in us. I have failed, and I want to grab the rope now, before it disappears from my sight forever.

I look at the things around me, my friends mostly, the things I have, the things I lost, the things I don't want to lose. I want a good life in the future, but first I have to deserve it. I can't afford to shake my legs and doze off in class. I wanna be able to tell myself, that I'm worth a good life.

Heh I know it sounds exaggerated and shit, but I think of stuff, yes I do. Now, finally, the feeling is back. This time, I hope I can keep it.

I WANT AN EVERLASTING GOBSTOPPER.

Today, was yet another slack day. I've been trying hard to study, but to no avail. I think Shuli's right, studydates with me are just entertainment time man :P It's not my fault that books are a pain in the ass like freaking piles. Not much time left, and I'm still drifting, yet to be anchored by the gravity of year end exams. On a lighter note, Pocky sticks are really tasty.

In the bright pellucid sky, the rising hawk was as black and clean as a shadow once more. Its wings cleaved the shining air, and the high thermals were the pristine currents of a river through which it swam, and dwindled, and vanished, having killed only what it needed to survive.

THANKS WEN (SPACE) FEI
for helping with the blogskins. I'm now a proud owner of my blog, smiling cheekily like spongebob. Thanks for sharing health education with me today, I just can't have enough!
Love ya!

sometimes you can listen so hard for the faintest sounds, that you don't even hear the louder ones.