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Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 7:02 AM

the everchanging Sky.

Hey clement, this is the 159th picture in my phone :)

I wanna have a baby! Who wants to make one with me!

Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 9:23 PM

a million insignificant Faces.

I thought this year's teacher's day outing was the best :D
I certainly miss our primary school days, when we were innocent and ignorant. When nothing seemed to matter. When homework was fun. When we had four subjects instead of nine. When recess queues were never long. When we did drama for every essay. When I'd visit the garden every recess. When we watch movies when complete a topic. When hopscotch was fun. When our school field was muddy as ever. When prefect duty was slack. When we'd play catching. When we'd laugh our ass off at something stupid. When we were all great friends.

I think we should meet up more often.

I do need someone. Yes, I do. But no one's within grasp. I stretch my hands but no one catches it.

Thursday, August 28, 2008 @ 12:43 AM

if textbooks were Hard cash.

I've been looking forward to tomorrow. Freakin school won't let me cut class to visit UPS. Hopefully the outing will lighten my week :)

The August flu caught me by the wind.
It refused to budge, even after a swiggle, a bash.
Tagging careless victims,
August flu.

Failure five minute poetry.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 2:53 AM

champagne Supernova, in the sky.

Dreamy songs takes me away, takes everything away. Raging storms takes me away, takes everything away. I'm not a happy boy, but at least I try. Correction, I'm not a happy MAN :)

Disney Channel is my life-saver from eternal emo-ness. Hannah Montana is an appetiser, Wizards of Waverly Place the main course, Suite Life of Zack and Cody the soup of the day, and the occasional sweet Cory's Life as the dessert.

The idea of working at NUM during the holidays have been comtemplating in my head. It'll be so cool, it's like the only job when you can work and look good at the same time :)

Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 12:17 AM

Suddenly I see.

Suddenly I see,
who're the ones who truly care. It's as if, my vision is so much clearer now, so clear that it hurts. Yeah, it'll help me in the long run; at least I know people who're real, and people who're just plastering that stupid damn face. I feel pathetic. Fuck this shit.

Sentosa + Carl's meal + Sleepover at Terence's + Sleeping for three hours + Freakin' CIP + Badminton = Major Fatigue + Negative feelings

Well, I suppose the feelings were from somewhere else, but anyway, I love the Sentosa/Badminton/Mrt/Toilet gang. Sorry Isaac, for me missing afternoon Badminton. I'm glad you understand. I was so tired I slept to Jurong East till the staff woke me up.

I don't want my blog to be Emo either, but I'm just one sad boy ;(

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 3:31 AM

a maroon sea with a Speck of black.

I felt like a pain in the butt.
I miss my cousin.
School sucks.

You're good at this game, and I really don't want to play anymore.

Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 4:15 AM

Several thoughts make a story.

Funny day, today.
I was shopping for my bag at royal sporting house, when this girl walked into the shop, and she was browsing through the bags too. And then somehow, I don't know how, just some how, she thought I was the staff and asked me for the bag in another colour. I didn't have the heart to tell her I wasn't the staff, cos it's good fun :P So anyway, I made a new friend, Stella. I got my bag for fourty bucks :D

I saw alot of houses today. Retro, modern, common. And I wonder, what kind of an apartment will I live in, in the years to come.

I want a good home.

Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 10:20 AM

到时。

Thank you for taking the initiative. I'd love to relive our happy moments, and I am going to. So what if strangers think we're gay. We have each other and that's what counts.

Today was a blast, really. Meet Dave was awesome. The mum was off the hook. Let the music take me! Then went to Shane's concert, saw her and the gang perform the ChuanChuan! It was cute I swear.

During the concert there was this song, it reminded me of my cousin so much. Hah, I even teared, I dont think anyone saw though :P

Anyway, I got this hoodie for freakin ten bucks. I was telling my (adorable) mum about it.

"I got this for ten dollars!"
"Yeah, and I'm Zhang ZiYi!"

Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 4:19 AM

give me More.

I have found a weird but true trend in my life. It seems that, a person's voice has a big part to play in his life. For instance. A common lesson in my class. Someone with a jokey voice like Jabez says something stupid. Everyone laughs. Someone with an sarcastic tone like Clement says something retarded. Everyone laughs. Someone with bagfuls of lame jokes like JinPeng (I spelt your name correctly) cracks a lame joke. Everyone laughs. However, we fail to realise that, when someone else, say Tjioe, opens his mouth and says something, people jeer. What's even more amazing is that, they can say the same thing, and still receive the same results; one being responded and the other not. Wenjie speaks, and people asks him to shut up. Jabez speaks, we ask him to speak more, cos it's always something stupid and entertaining.. Different people get different response when they open up, and that's not in our control. I just find it so, retarded.

Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 7:11 AM

my favourite Studydate.

foolish, retarded, happy.

Saturday, August 9, 2008 @ 6:35 PM

count on me, Singapore.

I'm a small boy in a big world.
But I'll succeed.
Cos I have big dreams.

Friday, August 8, 2008 @ 12:51 AM

not an emo post.

I suddenly feel like saying a million sorries and a million thankyous.

Wenfei, this is the 3478568346576 times im saying thank you. I've said so much stuff you'd probably know what I'm gonna say. I've known you for a good six years (and counting) and you've brought in much to my life. Cheers, my old pal :D

Dwi, you've become something I look forward to at the end of everyday. You surprise me with something everytime; you must be the best neighbour in whole wide world. Thanks for baking pie (don't mix sugar with salt) and drawing for me when I'm down. uh I'm gonna do your thing and write 'XOXO' :) see you tonight for disneychannel nightwatch.

Seb, thanks for all the sunday night rituals to make me feel not sian. Must take me to be fantastic-cut-hair-place next time!

Alyssa, sorry for not contacting you for so long. I will never forget our hideout date kay. We'll walk town and talk idiotic someday again! Thank you for always listening to my shitty problems, and don't hesitate to throw some of yours to me. Cheers!

Shuli, once again, the 738904578936 time I'm saying thank you. Thanks for the pretty card too, it's not gay :) Although our friendship wasn't always smooth-sailing, I treasure it, and I won't wanna lose it. And you owe me Yami yoghurt! Haha, Cheers.

UncleKun, 谢谢你一直以来的照顾，还有星期六的宵夜。你的咖哩非常美味，我再吃也吃不腻！我会尽量改，然后用标准的华文和你交谈。多多指教！

Sarah, I hope you've been doing fine. I miss the days when we would talk about Prada and LV even when we've hardly seen them. I'm sorry for hurting you in the past, and I hope you'll forgive me. I hope we can shop for events again, cos no one judges like you. I'm sorry.

Mars, thank you for being my sister man. Although I havent been contacting you for some time, I want the Sentosa Four to go sentosa again! And we'll go, for you. I'll miss you when you move to Canada, and don't forget to visit! Hotline, 90662007. Call for help :) See you tomorrow!

Isaac, I'm glad I've been of help to your problems, and I hope you'll continue to think positive :) Thank you for listening to my crap as well. English Getai is good, no chinese please. Don't forget to tell me when you get a girlfriend!

Natalie, I honestly couldn't believe it when you remembered my birthday :) Honestly, I only remembered yours when I saw the reminder in my phone. Thank you for the baking gloves man, I can't bear to use them though. I'll get you the weird bag (can put pictures on it one!)

Chris, Madonna is not hot, I hope we get it clear. Thank you for making me realise I'm not as weird as I think, and that deep voices aren't exactly bad. Thanks for all the crapping, can't wait for more. Cheers!

Keefe, you burly muffin! I love your bag like anything and I wanna get it :) I'm really sorry I TOTALLY missed out on your birthday present. I promise to get you something to compensate for the loss man. Now let's train hardcore till our butts cramp and win a title next year!

Jingwei, although you're not very sensible and can be ultra insensitive, thank you for making my trainings interesting. Just keep telling about your stuff, while I try to keep count of the number of girls you like. I know you're gonna beat me in my event, and you dont need to apologise, cos you deserve it more than me. Cheers, boobs!

Elaine, I realised I havent met you for a century. Our comedy company is winding up man, lousy CEO (but very very good friend) we need to revive business and laughter. You make me wanna get bracers, and the newurbanmale singlet. Cheers, prettygirlwithoutbracersanymore.

Clement, thanks for acting stupid in class with me, and coming up with funny slogans and shit. The way you take things so easy makes me jealous man. Teach me a thing or two!

Junwei, I actually want to thank you for crapping with me in school, and anywhere else when we're together. Sentosa gang is love and I won't miss another Sentosa outing! For now, Cheers yidian!

Kelly, I havent seen you for 144 days (I checked the calender) when're you coming back huh. You need to teach me how to make raspberry cheesecake! Thanks for writing me an essay of how to stay boredom-free. I hope you've been making good love with your books and studies there! Still, come back soon! :D

omg, the list will be sufficient to built a staircase to the moon, if i continue. There's just so many.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008 @ 4:50 AM

things I owe.

My Beloved Sentosa Gang

Thanks for the concern, guys. I really appreciate it, from the bottomless pit of sadness in my heart. I've begun to realise what's real and what's not. I'm pretty grateful for my mind, cos I think so much, and I wriggle my problems through most of the time, like some auto-heal-itself thing. Now, it feels so light, cos I just don't care as much. And I'm happier.

Wenfei, you're one of the few real things in my life. I don't wanna lose you, and I'm really happy we're good friends. Thank you for texting me in the mornings, at night, and anytime else. Thank you for understanding my ridiculous thoughts sometimes. I'm most grateful.

Shuli, thank you for talking to me on Sunday. You helped my think-alot-but-very-slow brain realise that it doesn't matter what others think about you. I used to be self-conscious and neutral among people, as if people will murder me if I'm not a friend or anything. You're one where I turn to for advice all the time. You've done much for me, and I hope I've done the same.

Isaac, thank you for talking to me in class, hearing out my problems. I hope I've been of help to your problems as well, and you can come to me anytime. But for now let's continue singing english melodies. (Psst, I think we can start an English Getai)

This are just a few I'd like to mention. Thanks, each and everyone of you that showed concern for me. I appreciate it like I appreciate life.

LOVE YOU GUYS.

Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 2:50 AM

this happy story has a Sad ending.

I'm crushed. I wish that someone will break into my house and shoot me in the head right now, so that I won't feel a thing, after that ant bite. I don't know who I am anymore. And I really can't be bothered to do anything.

I'm sorry I had to skip the happy post of yesterday's outing for this shit. I just can't do it now. Sorry, my beloved Sentosa gang.

Friday, August 1, 2008 @ 7:27 AM

A hot, hot Summer day.

HOT STUFF MANZZZZ.

So, we had the CIP today, and I saw this half Japanese half Singaporean girl, who's totally cute. Her eyes are like the size of the moon. Oh, but she's only twelve :P

No, I'm not a phidophile (spelling?)

And we had alot of toast-sighting today. A few strawberry, a few chocolate, a handful of kaya, and an even bigger handful of chao ta, and one really chocolate chao ta.

Nothing like hopscotch on a summer day.

tis' the way