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Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 7:22 AM
oh, Delilah.
My day got ruined. Luckily I had a Superwoman save me :)
Thanks for the daily disney-channel nightwatch, It's a luxury.
Yea, exams are gonna be over, big whoop.
Sometimes, it's just not enough.
Thanks for the daily disney-channel nightwatch, It's a luxury.
Yea, exams are gonna be over, big whoop.
Sometimes, it's just not enough.
Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 5:00 AM
so Near yet so far.
I'm going to let you in on a secret: You've got everything you need to be happy.
A new attitude may not be able to change the world, but t can change your world.
Part of our problem today, one reason we confuse pleasure with happiness. The former is a sensual feeling, the latter is spiritual.
Happiness is always a by-product. It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular.
Evertime we do something to empty that wrry box of whatever i troubling us, we find some way to fill it up again.
The secrets to happiness are all in your head, not just because they're attitudes, but because they're truths we learned at some point in our lives but have eiher overlooked or forgotten.
I'm gonna be a shifu of happiness, and I'll open my sect and teach people how to be happy.
I take nets and credit cards :)
A new attitude may not be able to change the world, but t can change your world.
Part of our problem today, one reason we confuse pleasure with happiness. The former is a sensual feeling, the latter is spiritual.
Happiness is always a by-product. It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular.
Evertime we do something to empty that wrry box of whatever i troubling us, we find some way to fill it up again.
The secrets to happiness are all in your head, not just because they're attitudes, but because they're truths we learned at some point in our lives but have eiher overlooked or forgotten.
I'm gonna be a shifu of happiness, and I'll open my sect and teach people how to be happy.
I take nets and credit cards :)
Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 7:52 AM
So close.
I was so shocked man. I can't believe I attract cats too. This babe here crawled through the metal gate and ran into the room, up my leg, and believe it or not, she's sitting on my desk now :)Hey Wens, thanks for today, I super appreciate it. Thanks for telling me not to be Emo. Thanks for arranging my stationery in my Superman pencil case. Thanks for the heartwarming notes. I treasure our friendship more than any others, for it has sailed through rough storms and remote seas (i dont think I'm talking sense here) and I'll keep it forever.
PS. I'M NOT CHILDISH. DON'T JUDGE ME.
Love you (:
Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 4:01 AM
Hi, I think I like you.
I used to think you were different from the rest.
I thought you were one of those whom I can share personal stuff with.
I thought you were real.
I trusted you.
Yet, you barge in with a gun pointed at my head.
And you threaten to pull the trigger.
I want to tell you, that it's your loss and not mine, but I can't bear to.
To think I still think of you as a friend now.
Now, look me in the eye.
And fire away.
Thanks Porridge, for rining me up in the middle of the night just to make sure I'm doing fine.
Although I got to know you through a dramatic sequence, I'm really glad we're friends today.
And that doesn't mean you dont owe me ice cream anymore :D
I thought you were one of those whom I can share personal stuff with.
I thought you were real.
I trusted you.
Yet, you barge in with a gun pointed at my head.
And you threaten to pull the trigger.
I want to tell you, that it's your loss and not mine, but I can't bear to.
To think I still think of you as a friend now.
Now, look me in the eye.
And fire away.
Thanks Porridge, for rining me up in the middle of the night just to make sure I'm doing fine.
Although I got to know you through a dramatic sequence, I'm really glad we're friends today.
And that doesn't mean you dont owe me ice cream anymore :D
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 6:27 AM
Valerie Theorem
Valerie theorem states that when you're in love, you're blinded and won't be able to see the flaws of your lover. Valerie is a smart girl :)
Have you guys thought, what if only time could stop?
If I had the powers to make time stop whenever I want, the world would be a better place. I'd save all the people before the tsunami hits. I'd save the people before the buildings collapsed. I'd free all the animals without anyone knowing. I'll be Robin Hood and steal food for people in Cambodia. So many things I'd do.
Then of course, I'd so selfish things. I'd cheat in my tests and hey we all know that that's the first thought that comes to mind, aye? :) So the question lies here. Would you put your gift to good use when you're in possession? Would you do the right things?
With great power comes great responsibility.
Although it sounds funny sometimes, this spidey-quote is meaningful. And yes, I think too much, I know.
Have you guys thought, what if only time could stop?
If I had the powers to make time stop whenever I want, the world would be a better place. I'd save all the people before the tsunami hits. I'd save the people before the buildings collapsed. I'd free all the animals without anyone knowing. I'll be Robin Hood and steal food for people in Cambodia. So many things I'd do.
Then of course, I'd so selfish things. I'd cheat in my tests and hey we all know that that's the first thought that comes to mind, aye? :) So the question lies here. Would you put your gift to good use when you're in possession? Would you do the right things?
With great power comes great responsibility.
Although it sounds funny sometimes, this spidey-quote is meaningful. And yes, I think too much, I know.
Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 7:25 AM
the sweet Blue hummingbird.
It was raining.
It was God's way of being sad.
And you sit in the corner silently, emotions devouring your heart.
Things do go wrong in life, in fact they always will. These things, you wish you have control over them, but the shitty fact is you don't, so the only thing you can and should do, is to perfet the things within your control. Growing up is all about picking yourself up after you fall, no matter how many times. Yes you fall, you get bruises, but when you heal, it forms a thicker layer of protection where you fell on. Falling makes you stronger, don't be afraid to fall. Like I said, I'll always be there to catch you :)
Anyway, life's too short for unhappiness. You live in this world for no one but yourself, so live it well!
Here's a little something that might put a smile on your face.
Never go gloomy, use your mind, Hope is a better companion than fear;
Providence, ever benignant and kind, Gives with a smile what you take with a tear;
All will be right, Look to the light.
Morning was ever the daughter of night; All that was black will be all that is bright.
Many a foe is a friend in disguise, Many a trouble a blessing most true,
Remember these words of wisdom and wise, Your life will be easier and you will not be blue.
Never lose your hope, follow your plan And live life doing all that you can
It was God's way of being sad.
And you sit in the corner silently, emotions devouring your heart.
Things do go wrong in life, in fact they always will. These things, you wish you have control over them, but the shitty fact is you don't, so the only thing you can and should do, is to perfet the things within your control. Growing up is all about picking yourself up after you fall, no matter how many times. Yes you fall, you get bruises, but when you heal, it forms a thicker layer of protection where you fell on. Falling makes you stronger, don't be afraid to fall. Like I said, I'll always be there to catch you :)
Anyway, life's too short for unhappiness. You live in this world for no one but yourself, so live it well!
Here's a little something that might put a smile on your face.
Never go gloomy, use your mind, Hope is a better companion than fear;
Providence, ever benignant and kind, Gives with a smile what you take with a tear;
All will be right, Look to the light.
Morning was ever the daughter of night; All that was black will be all that is bright.
Many a foe is a friend in disguise, Many a trouble a blessing most true,
Remember these words of wisdom and wise, Your life will be easier and you will not be blue.
Never lose your hope, follow your plan And live life doing all that you can
I got your back, Isaac :)
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 2:00 AM
I wish I didn't care.
I found and fixed an old MP3 player. I plugged it in, and I listen.
Memories, so many memories.
It was as if a part of my childhood was stored inside, and it gets inserted into my ears.
Beautiful.
Ah, Ms Hua asked me to become a frickin Prefect.
She should've seen the likes of me in primary school man. Prefect duty = sleeping. But anyway, she said it'll look good on my CV or whatever, and I only have to do three months. So, well, I've decided to give it a try, despite already having not enough time for all the shit commitments.
I just went swimming and I'm tanned like Joel!
(similarities of prefects man)
Memories, so many memories.
It was as if a part of my childhood was stored inside, and it gets inserted into my ears.
Beautiful.
Ah, Ms Hua asked me to become a frickin Prefect.
She should've seen the likes of me in primary school man. Prefect duty = sleeping. But anyway, she said it'll look good on my CV or whatever, and I only have to do three months. So, well, I've decided to give it a try, despite already having not enough time for all the shit commitments.
I just went swimming and I'm tanned like Joel!
(similarities of prefects man)
Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 4:10 AM
don't be Sad, it's contagious.
Do I look good like I'm good to pick on?
Damn, some idiot cut my queue and flung vulgarities all over, and said I'd lose my face the moment I left school. Bleah, we ran him over in the damn canteen. That rat has no balls man, running and hiding away. Just in case the pussyface is reading this blog, here's a note to you.
FUCK YOU, BITCH.
Yes, I'm working hard to keep my expertives from escaping my lips. :)
Oh and I'm serious, sadness is contagious. I think they should scientifically prove it man.
Ah, FRIENDS QUIT BEING SAD OR I'M GONNA DIE BEFORE YOU DO.
Damn, some idiot cut my queue and flung vulgarities all over, and said I'd lose my face the moment I left school. Bleah, we ran him over in the damn canteen. That rat has no balls man, running and hiding away. Just in case the pussyface is reading this blog, here's a note to you.
FUCK YOU, BITCH.
Yes, I'm working hard to keep my expertives from escaping my lips. :)
Oh and I'm serious, sadness is contagious. I think they should scientifically prove it man.
Ah, FRIENDS QUIT BEING SAD OR I'M GONNA DIE BEFORE YOU DO.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 5:41 AM
the Supernova.
CONGRATS CATHIGH TRACKNFIELD TEAM.
Yay, we did us proud.
Somehow, this year, the championships felt different to me. I feel something when our team is so close to winning. I feel something when our team is beaten by a small margin. I feel something for the flaws and strengths of our team. And for once, I felt proud of the CatHigh T&F.
Yes, I've always though track and field was an individual sport. No doubt, it's true to some extent. But on the whole, we're on track and field team. Every athlete matters. On that field, we're alone, but back on the stand, we're a troop.
Pictures on when I get them, thanks Chye for piggyback-ing me :D
Yay, we did us proud.
Somehow, this year, the championships felt different to me. I feel something when our team is so close to winning. I feel something when our team is beaten by a small margin. I feel something for the flaws and strengths of our team. And for once, I felt proud of the CatHigh T&F.
Yes, I've always though track and field was an individual sport. No doubt, it's true to some extent. But on the whole, we're on track and field team. Every athlete matters. On that field, we're alone, but back on the stand, we're a troop.
Pictures on when I get them, thanks Chye for piggyback-ing me :D
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 4:14 AM
the metal Underwear.
I truly hate chinese.
I wonder which part of civilisation went so wrong that Chinese was invented.
Listening Compre sucked bad, I have like two wrong already.
Ah, as usual I'm in no mood to study for the exams. I wonder if my dad"s sperms had some shit in the nucleus that disallows the offspring to study. Or whether the egg has the cell wall that filters such stuff. I'm trying hard to study, but a goldfish can beat my attention span. I need someone to work with.
SOMEONE MAKE ME A STUDYDATE.
I wonder which part of civilisation went so wrong that Chinese was invented.
Listening Compre sucked bad, I have like two wrong already.
Ah, as usual I'm in no mood to study for the exams. I wonder if my dad"s sperms had some shit in the nucleus that disallows the offspring to study. Or whether the egg has the cell wall that filters such stuff. I'm trying hard to study, but a goldfish can beat my attention span. I need someone to work with.
SOMEONE MAKE ME A STUDYDATE.
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 4:31 AM
Indispensible.
MY NEW BABYGot a new phone, love it. It's so sexy, I feel naked just looking at it.
Anyway, the promoter was telling us how cheap it is, with this offer and that. So we were happy, then when we made payment, it was like, 200 bucks more expensive. Hahaha, loser promoter man, got my mum pissed. She almost ate her, demanding a discount. Not my money anyway ;D
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 8:35 PM
she isn't Immortal.
It seems that, you appear paler with each passing day. You tell me that yo do not fear Death, and you only fear that I'll be sad. But telling you that I'm not would be lying. How could I not be. You're my family, one of the closest kins I have. Heck, you're just like my sister, who watches out for her little brother, for his every step. I would give my life for you when the situation demands, but now, you hold me in your hands, ever so cold. I promise that I'll bring you to the many places in my native land.
And I will.
Then I question myself, can I really afford to lose you?
And I will.
Then I question myself, can I really afford to lose you?
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 5:55 AM
the boring game, called Life.
GUYS THIS IS FAKE.Hahaha. Training was good fun, in fact it lighted up my (really bad) day.
Anyway, I saw this hot girl on the mrt and I challanged myself not to look at her, AND I DIDNT.
Oh and I saw this guy, his name tag was, DANIEL OMG.
I appreciate my chronicles of MRT-rides.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 7:17 AM
I (don't) like you.
It's all over.
The championships are over, and I'm beaten with 6th placing.
Yea people say it's good for a Sec3, but I know I could've done better.
Hah feels so emo man.
Wenfei told me not to be emo, and I nodded, but I realise I can never really steer myself away unless I have something occupied in my head. And yes, Track and Field is an individual sport and there's no one to support you when you fall. Sucks manxzxzx.
Teehee, on a lighter note, GAMES FROM NOW ON. And more time to focus on school work. And it's not my fault there's five tests in the next two days and I only knew it yesterday (cos I didn't pay attention) Not studying! Thanks Wens for asking me to go back to the stadium. Thanks for accompanying me through dinner. Thanks for putting smiles on my face after a fall. Love you :D I'm glad I met up with the W&S today. So Wens and I were heading to Popular to get my Superman pencil case, when we saw MR CHEW. Like, omfg, he had those suspecting eyes. He even tailed us to Popular!
Oh and,
DEREK YEO I HATE YOU COS YOU DAO ME EVEN WHEN I WAVE MY HAND IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE.
The championships are over, and I'm beaten with 6th placing.
Yea people say it's good for a Sec3, but I know I could've done better.
Hah feels so emo man.
Wenfei told me not to be emo, and I nodded, but I realise I can never really steer myself away unless I have something occupied in my head. And yes, Track and Field is an individual sport and there's no one to support you when you fall. Sucks manxzxzx.
Teehee, on a lighter note, GAMES FROM NOW ON. And more time to focus on school work. And it's not my fault there's five tests in the next two days and I only knew it yesterday (cos I didn't pay attention) Not studying! Thanks Wens for asking me to go back to the stadium. Thanks for accompanying me through dinner. Thanks for putting smiles on my face after a fall. Love you :D I'm glad I met up with the W&S today. So Wens and I were heading to Popular to get my Superman pencil case, when we saw MR CHEW. Like, omfg, he had those suspecting eyes. He even tailed us to Popular!
Oh and,
DEREK YEO I HATE YOU COS YOU DAO ME EVEN WHEN I WAVE MY HAND IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 4:40 AM
"what're you doing in my mouth?"
ORAL IS OVER.
Salvation is here!
I feel so happy cos it's (probably) the last Chinese oral of my life! WAHAHAHAHA.
Yea so the topic was about third language, and I felt I did pretty well. Although after that I realised I have some points left unspoken. Yes, and KZQ said I have english accent when I speak chinese. Got me worried man. Anyway, the examiner was informed that I had to take the oral today cos I had competition tomorrow.
“你明天要参加什么比赛？”
“田径，”
“噢，是什么项目的？”
"短跑。”
Okay, I had no idea what discus what called in chinese, and I didnt want to reveal my lousy chinese standards, so I lied that I was in sprints!
So sorry man, I know this is an insult to some sprinters out there, but hey, I had no choice!
Salvation is here!
I feel so happy cos it's (probably) the last Chinese oral of my life! WAHAHAHAHA.
Yea so the topic was about third language, and I felt I did pretty well. Although after that I realised I have some points left unspoken. Yes, and KZQ said I have english accent when I speak chinese. Got me worried man. Anyway, the examiner was informed that I had to take the oral today cos I had competition tomorrow.
“你明天要参加什么比赛？”
“田径，”
“噢，是什么项目的？”
"短跑。”
Okay, I had no idea what discus what called in chinese, and I didnt want to reveal my lousy chinese standards, so I lied that I was in sprints!
So sorry man, I know this is an insult to some sprinters out there, but hey, I had no choice!
Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 6:22 AM
the Green blood.
Wow, today's monday, oral's on tuesday, nationals are on wednesday.
And I'm ever so unprepared for anything.
I saved my nephew yesterday, in town. A car nearly ran him over, and I carried him and ran. It was that moment when I felt so relieved, and I found that my life can always be of help to others. It was good reason to live on in this cold world. To dedicate and help others.
And yes, as usual, I can't recall the funny ass moments. Went to Wai's place today, and just played my afternoon away. Oh, I placed my pot of lunch on my oral revision material. I know everyone's saying that, omfg chinese is so damn important, I'd better get my grip on it. I just can't do that man, like I said, I'm sure chinese means 'evil' in some other language. CHI-NESE. Sounds like a mutated penis ;)
I live to help and serve, but that doesn't mean you can run me over, Bitch.
And I'm ever so unprepared for anything.
I saved my nephew yesterday, in town. A car nearly ran him over, and I carried him and ran. It was that moment when I felt so relieved, and I found that my life can always be of help to others. It was good reason to live on in this cold world. To dedicate and help others.
And yes, as usual, I can't recall the funny ass moments. Went to Wai's place today, and just played my afternoon away. Oh, I placed my pot of lunch on my oral revision material. I know everyone's saying that, omfg chinese is so damn important, I'd better get my grip on it. I just can't do that man, like I said, I'm sure chinese means 'evil' in some other language. CHI-NESE. Sounds like a mutated penis ;)
I live to help and serve, but that doesn't mean you can run me over, Bitch.
Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 3:49 AM
if my Heart was stone.
Homecoming was extremely tiring, but fun. Dunk dunk dunk. Ah, I've never had so much fun since I-don't-know-when. Only bad thing about today was Tjioe. When people asked him for donations he took coupons out of MY wallet!
Fuck him.
I have learnt today that I'm very insecured. I feel like I'll fall into some bottomless pit of doom if I'm nudged. And the low confidence and self-esteem doesn't help. Sometimes I can't help but feel so secluded, alienated, as if I'm alone in this. And no, I don't mean I don't cherish my friends, I do. I love each and every one of my friends, and I apologise if I practised the cheekopeh habit on you :P
I wish I could buy self confidence. I wish I can buy natural good looks. I wish, I wish, I wish I didn't have so many ridiculous and selfish wants. Ah, I hate myself.
saw familiar faces today. And yes, I saw you Nat, I think, but you were busy with something, so yea. Oh sheesh and today we met this sadist father who dunked his son for like mroe than ten times! And then Terence and I thought that scars on his legs were cane marks. Ah, poor boy.
I wish for all the unhappiness in the world to dissipate, like my faith and hope in life.
Fuck him.
I have learnt today that I'm very insecured. I feel like I'll fall into some bottomless pit of doom if I'm nudged. And the low confidence and self-esteem doesn't help. Sometimes I can't help but feel so secluded, alienated, as if I'm alone in this. And no, I don't mean I don't cherish my friends, I do. I love each and every one of my friends, and I apologise if I practised the cheekopeh habit on you :P
I wish I could buy self confidence. I wish I can buy natural good looks. I wish, I wish, I wish I didn't have so many ridiculous and selfish wants. Ah, I hate myself.
saw familiar faces today. And yes, I saw you Nat, I think, but you were busy with something, so yea. Oh sheesh and today we met this sadist father who dunked his son for like mroe than ten times! And then Terence and I thought that scars on his legs were cane marks. Ah, poor boy.
I wish for all the unhappiness in the world to dissipate, like my faith and hope in life.
Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 6:53 AM
recognition.
I think that Uncle Ringo sounds sinister.
as usual, i cant remember what happened during the day. anyway, homecoming's tomorrow, but nothing steers me on for the usual excitement of the event. I'm just, 'Oh okay." Haha, just no motivation. I try to tell myself that life is great as can be, and I should be elated that I'm living in this world. but somehow, I reach a point where I sulk and swear at anything. Bish, today the monkey teacher told us to help him out (which was btw time consuming) and I got so fed up I sweared in front of him. haha, he seemed intimidated, stupid monkey. So yea, homecoming tomorrow, big whoop. I'm simply out of energy to blog further. I'm just so tired, mentally and physically.
And I can't stand the pain, And I can't make it go away.
as usual, i cant remember what happened during the day. anyway, homecoming's tomorrow, but nothing steers me on for the usual excitement of the event. I'm just, 'Oh okay." Haha, just no motivation. I try to tell myself that life is great as can be, and I should be elated that I'm living in this world. but somehow, I reach a point where I sulk and swear at anything. Bish, today the monkey teacher told us to help him out (which was btw time consuming) and I got so fed up I sweared in front of him. haha, he seemed intimidated, stupid monkey. So yea, homecoming tomorrow, big whoop. I'm simply out of energy to blog further. I'm just so tired, mentally and physically.
And I can't stand the pain, And I can't make it go away.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 5:09 AM
the Melancholy doesn't help.
Coolest carplate number everrrrrr.
Clearly, they don't spell well.Blog has been picture-less for some time, so I decided to learn how to use the stupid camcorder. Turned out it worked just like my phone :D
Whenever I encounter something interesting in the day, I'll tell myself, I'm gonna blog about it today.
And somehow I never succeed in remembering all the crap!
Oh yes, Lee Jingwei came in first in the WALA! (it's some international competition for youths)
I'm a boy with a great junior :D I'm so glad I was there to witness his triumph.
Congrats Jingwei!
and uh, friday is the Be-Yourself day? So we get to wear home clothes, to study. Like it'll frickin help.
So anyway, I'll sign off, to go uh, get emotional.
I discovered that Emo helps you get to sleep :D
tis' the way
Reach my prismic soul.
Hello I'm Ben. I love my array of dreams and weird encounters. I want everyone around to be happy.
Mix the words up.
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