Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 7:14 AM
it's the Beast in our heads.
school today made me feel common, literally.like I was any other student, with common friends, common homework.it provided me a space to breathe and think, in the midst of all this shit.Laughter, smiles, Jokes, irritation, it all made me happy.Suddenly, I seem to look forward to School, where escapism awaits, from this fucked up situation.so, last night, my cousin and I baked. Flour flew across the kitchen, half beaten eggs on the floor, our mould almost being poisoned by some lizard pee.When i told her i wanted to video-cam all of it down, she refused.She says that, she doesnt want me to miss her too much, cos she knows im exactly that type who will. I remember the words"I want you to rush forward in life. Don't be burdened by your past!"We were both in tears. They just seem to flow up out of my eyes in streams. Her embrace seemed like the most comfortable thing I've ever known.So I only had two hours of sleep before school started, it was worth it.Shane told me, that God wants to end her suffering. she was so sure about it that it convinced me, and it was another way to see it. It made me feel much better. Thanks Shane.
tis' the way
Reach my prismic soul.
Hello I'm Ben. I love my array of dreams and weird encounters. I want everyone around to be happy.